IF I COULD

If I could write you a song, I'll do.
If I could built road crosses to your mind, II'll do.
If I could draw what I feel, it would be the worst abstract picture.
If I could understand the way you think, it never happened. Cause I don't understand mine.
If I knew what I've to tell.
It's like walking on the what I never expected.
Big dream, unreach, keep dreaming!
When I feel a little bit relieved, suddenly something bad comes and bad slap in the face.
UUfffhh, that's really bad feeling.
Everything comes without any instructions.
Good thing comes, it feels like just a blink of eyes.
Bad think comes easily, but gimme a long last effect.
Leave inside me for a long time.
Long enough to makes me feels so down for a week.
I'd never abandoned, but sometimes I feel so lonely.
I've got so much love from my family, but I want to love from another one.
I've watched some movies, the story can makes me happy or sad.
In the real world, I'd never felt that way.
Everything seems flat.
Did everyone feel the same?
If I could reach you, Marielle.
If I could forget you, Marielle.
If I could find someone who fill this empty part of me.
If I could fix this bad feelings.
If I have some interaction with you.
If I could find someone.
If I could make my dream come true.
If I could make it happen.
If I could say it clearly.
If I'm not me
If I'm a different one.