Sigh

Hi Marielle, today I just got a big trouble. This is about my job. There's a customer complaint me about my work, I did some mistakes so I should pay it with my salary for 2 weeks. Oh my. D: Well, at the first time I heard that, I feel so down, and in the couple moments I feel that everything's gonna be okay. This night, I just realized that those thing is so bad. My God D:

And it's getting worse when I think all of my dreams about you are USELESS. I feel I never reach you. We're so different. You're so far away.

All these things made me feel I'M NOTHING. Nothing I can do. I can't do anything. Well maybe I need someone to talk to, someone who understand. But who? I won't makes my Mom feel this burden too. GALAU is the term that match with this fuckin' situation. If you were me, what will you do?



This is the useless thing if I want to find someone to talk to because I know no one visit this blog. At least I can suspire  It makes me a little bit relieved. Good night Marielle.